Preface
we are private people
Posted originally on the Archive of Our Own at https://archiveofourown.org/works/80253346.
- Rating:
- General Audiences
- Archive Warning:
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Category:
- M/M
- Fandom:
- Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
- Relationship:
- Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
- Characters:
- Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, Yuna Hollander, Hayden Pike, Wyatt Hayes, Luca Haas, Zane Boodram
- Additional Tags:
- Social Media, Twitter, Coming Out, Roger Crowell Being an Asshole, Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers), Ottawa Centaurs (Game Changers), Supportive Ottawa Centaurs (Game Changers)
- Language:
- English
- Series:
- Part 2 of love is loud, messy, and complicated
- Stats:
- Published: 2026-02-25 Words: 3,182 Chapters: 1/1
we are private people
Summary
can be read as a standalone or read "the stupid plan doesn't work anymore" for more detailed setup!
socmed fic around Shane and Ilya coming out following the plane crash
Shane Stan @HollanderHatTricks
.@VoyageursMTL☑️ seriously why is no one talking about this? @ShaneHollander24☑️ if you’re in trouble blink twice
3:41PM 2021-01-07
Notes
I'm pretty new to hockey AND socmed fics generally even before I got into Heated Rivalry, but if there's one thing I know IRL, it's fangirls. And I've also read about 100 of these fics since getting into HR. Writing one was surprisingly difficult, but I gave it my best shot!
we are private people
@MLHNews☑️
BREAKING: Ottawa Centaurs plane makes crash landing in Florida. Reports of injuries but no names released at this time.
6:43PM 2021-01-04
@ESPN☑️
#Voyageurs Shane Hollander will reportedly not play tonight against #MinnNomads. No word from Montreal if he is injured or if he will return next game.
10:00AM 2021-01-05
Shane Stan @HollanderHatTricks replying to @ESPN
.@VoyageursMTL where the fuck is Hollander? We are LOSING
7:18PM 2021-01-05
Shane Stan @HollanderHatTricks
.@VoyageursMTL☑️ seriously why is no one talking about this? @ShaneHollander24☑️ if you’re in trouble blink twice
3:41PM 2021-01-07
✨Val✨ @VoyageursVal replying to @HollanderHatTricks and @VoyageursMTL☑️
Seriously, it's been DAYS where is Shane???
3:59PM 2021-01-07
Eric @BenchMinor replying to @HollanderHatTricks and @VoyageursMTL☑️
They’re saying he’s not at practice. Do we have eyes on his parents??
4:07PM 2021-01-07
Yuna Hollander @YunaHollander
Thank you to everyone for your support and respect for our privacy as our family has navigated a tough couple of days. We can’t wait to get home and watch our wonderful son beat Tampa tonight!
8:11AM 2021-01-09
Shane Hollander @ShaneHollander24☑️ replying to @YunaHollander
Thanks Mom. You’re the best.
9:25AM 2021-01-09
Lance @CaptainVoyageurs replying to @ShaneHollander24☑️ and @YunaHollander
Proof of life! We might actually win tonight 🎉
9:26AM 2021-01-09
Mrs Shane Hollander @ShanesFreckles quoting @YunaHollander
Excuse me @VoyaguersMTL☑️ Mama Hollander said her son was going to play?? Where the fuck is my boy?
7:03PM 2021-01-09
Emery @CaptainHollywood replying to @ShanesFreckles
OMG THANK YOU WHERE IS HE?
7:05PM 2021-01-09
Instagram Post by ilyarozanov☑️ and ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️
[image: Shane and Ilya cooking together at the cottage, Ilya wrapping his arms around Shane from behind, face turned in towards Shane’s neck]
[image: Shane and Ilya posing under the Christmas tree at David and Yuna’s]
[image: photo of Shane and Ilya bent over the faceoff circle, Shane in his Voyageurs’ jersey, Ilya in his Centaurs’ jersey]
[image: the awkward MLH award selfie]
[image: Ilya and Shane shirtless and sleeping on a lounge chair curled around one another]
[image: selfie of Shane and Ilya in bed, Ilya’s plane crash injuries on his face and chest slightly visible]
[image: candid shot of Shane and Ilya sitting on a couch, holding hands, looking at Yuna intently]
[image: Ilya and Shane kissing in David and Yuna’s kitchen]
[image: Ilya and Shane coaching at a Game Changers Hockey Camp session in Ottawa]
@ilyarozanov and @ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer Even before we were drafted to the MLH the story of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov pitted us against one another. We have spent our entire careers being told we must hate one another, but as anyone lucky enough to be at the top of their game probably knows, no one can understand what that feels like except those at the top with you. And we are lucky to have been at the top together, to respect one another’s game, and always be there pushing one another to play just a little bit harder.
We both love hockey and we both hate losing more than anything. And we love each other. While our relationship has not followed a typical timeline, or been public, we have been privileged in the years we have spent cheering one another on off the ice (and trying to tear each other apart on the ice).
We are private people, and we have kept this relationship private for many years knowing that some people may not understand the love and respect we have for one another. As life has unfolded around us, we have had to talk more and more often about the cost of that privacy. After Ilya’s accident this month, we needed to evaluate again. This time the answer was different.
We have pledged to spend the rest of our lives together and get married. We hope that the world will be as happy with this development as we are. We look forward to sharing this moment with our loved ones, and we’d like to thank the small circle of people who have held our secret safe all this time. We also look forward to many more years of hockey, playing a great game for the fans, and what we’re sure will be an outpouring of support from our teams, the fans, and the league.
We know there might be questions about our performance and our commitment to our teams with this new information, but the truth is, while we would do just about anything for one another, losing is not something either of us are good at. Between us we have four MLH Cups and more awards than we can count. And neither of us has any intention of doing anything but our best to bring that cup back to our respective barns.
Love is love, and ours is as loud and messy and beautifully complicated as anyone else's.
Ilya and Shane 🌈🏒
January 10, 2021
@ScottHunterOfficial☑️: Congratulations on your wedding, I can’t wait to celebrate with you both (or at least with Hollander, who only calls me old every third time we talk 🫠). I’m always thrilled to learn that I am not alone in this league, and the two of you have shown me I was NEVER alone.
@MLHNews☑️
BREAKING: #Voyageurs Captain Shane Hollander and #GoCensGo Captain Ilya Rozanov disclose longtime romantic relationship in touching instagram post
8:12AM 2021-01-10
Ilya Hollander @hollanovtruther replying to @MLHNews☑️
I think I died dead RIP me
8:14AM 2021-01-10
✨Val✨ @VoyageursVal replying to @MLHNews☑️
.@HollanderHatTricks OH MY GOD YOU’LL NEVER GUESS WHERE THEY FOUND SHANE HOLLANDER??? @VoyaguersMTL☑️ WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY FOR YOURSELVES???
9:03AM 2021-01-10
@HollanderHatTricks replying to @VoyageursVal, @MLHNews☑️, and @VoyaguersMTL☑️
Asdwlrj I’m deceased
9:07AM 2021-01-10
Mayor of Hollanov @CaptainHollyRoz
lmao that Shane Hollander was like not only have I never thrown a game for this man but I would rather die
8:46AM 2021-01-10
Shane’s Left Skate @ShaneHollanderEra
#hollanov really said “we are so good at hockey the rest of the world can fuck off”
9:22AM 2021-01-10
♥️ Hollanov Heart ♥️ @hollanovheart
HOLY SHIT IVE DREAMED OF THIS DAY ASDWJYRSL!!!!!!
9:23AM 2021-01-10
Voyageurs Supremacy @VoyageursWin
.@MLH☑️ is this LEGAL???
9:24AM 2021-01-10
@CaptainHollyRoz replying to @VoyageursWin and @MLH☑️
It’s not ILLEGAL [gif: Air Bud referee: Ain’t no rule that says a dog can’t play basketball]
9:27AM 2021-01-10
Last Net on the Left Podcast @LastNetPod
We’re going live at 10:00 to break down this incredible #hollanov announcement. The whole team is speechless but also screaming #LoveWins
9:32AM 2021-01-10
Instagram Post by @HaydenPikeMTL☑️
[image: Shane sweaty and dripping grinning at his phone in a locker room, next to him Hayden and JJ are embracing and jumping and screaming and Comeau is dousing all three with champagne]
[image: Shane and Ilya asleep on a couch in each other’s arms, wearing floral headbands, plastic bead necklaces, and surrounded by four sleeping Pike kids, the kids’ faces hidden with emojis]
[image: Shane and Ilya at a kitchen table, both concentrating intensely over painting the nails of the twins]
[image: Shane, Ilya and Jackie laughing in the kitchen as Ilya pours them more wine, it’s visibly Christmas in the Pike household]
[image: Shane, Hayden, and Ilya sitting on a couch, very intensely playing MLH 19, Amber is sitting on the floor by Shane’s feet her face hidden by an emoji]
@HaydenPikeMTL☑️ honored to call @ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️ (or as we call him around here, Uncle Shane) my best friend. Playing with you has been the greatest honor, people have always called you a generational talent and that is entirely accurate.
A lot of people have had a lot to say about Shane and @ilyarozanov☑️ but the truth is, as much as it sometimes pains me to admit, these two are perfect together. They match each other’s energy on the ice, on lazy Sundays, and when playing with our very active and very demanding children.
This has always been one of my favorite pictures of Shane, after we won our first MLH Cup together in 2015. Back when he wouldn’t share any information about who he was with, and he insisted that “Boston Lily” was casual (Shane Hollander has never casually done anything in his life). Looking back, I like this photo even more knowing that Uncle Ilya is on the other end of the chat.
Jackie and I used to wish that our friend would find someone who would support him and not mind too much that his whole life revolves around hockey, and hopefully notice that Shane is secretly one of the smartest, funniest guys I’ve ever met. Safe to say, in our wildest dreams, we could not have thought up a better match on that front than Ilya. Like Shane, he’s a generational talent. I had to teach my kids how to play MLH 19 because Uncle Shane and Uncle Ilya destroy me in about five seconds before they try to slaughter each other.
I’ve always been proud to be your brother on and off the ice. I was proud to have you standing beside me on my wedding day. And I’m honored to stand next to you on yours.
January 11, 2021
@ilyarozanov☑️ I knew Hayden Pike loved me. You are even worse at fake hockey than you are at real hockey, good thing children let you win. Tell them Uncle Ilya will bring hand pies and pixie sticks tomorrow.
@HaydenPikeMTL☑️ please do not give the children sugar or red food dye
@Jackie_Pike No pixie sticks
@ilyarozanov☑️ yes sorry Jackie 🫡
@ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️ the honor has been always been mine, buddy.
Put Me In Cap @VoyagingMTL
#hollanov HOLY SHIT HAYDEN PIKE STAMP OF APPROVAL
9:16AM 2021-01-11
Just Besties @shaydenshome
SHAYDEN FANS, WE RIDE AT DAWN FOR #hollanov
9:23AM 2021-01-11
Pikelander Stan @HaydenHollyBesties
Someone tell Hayden Pike to stop giving #hollanov baby fever, the league can’t afford for them both to take paternity leave
10:41AM 2021-01-11
Mara C @maybemara
I NEED to know what their teams think?? @VoyaguersMTL☑️ @OttawaCentaurs☑️
2:45PM 2021-01-11
Luca Haas @LucaHaasHockey☑️ replying to @maybemara
Can confirm #GoCensGo is happy for our captain and I’m really excited Shane Hollander wants an invite to the team barbecues
3:27PM 2021-01-11
Ottawa Centaurs @OttawaCentaurs☑️ replying to @maybemara
We support our players’ rights to love who they love without judgment, always ♥️
3:30PM 2021-01-11
@OttawaCentaurs☑️ replying to @OttawaCentaurs☑️ and @maybemara
Also, did you see how cute they are??
3:31PM 2021-01-11
Zane Boodram @BoodramHockey☑️ replying to @maybemara
Shane Hollander was the last person I expected Roz to ask for in the hospital but I don’t think anyone else alive could survive Cap.
4:38PM 2021-01-11
@maybemara replying to @BoodramHockey☑️
OH MY GOD ROZANOV ALMOST DIED AND IMMEDIATELY ASKED TO SEE SHANE?!?!
4:39PM 2021-01-11
Wyatt Hayes @WyattHayesGoalie☑️ replying to @BoodramHockey☑️ and @maybemara
Rozy was so annoying about wanting to see Hollander that I didn’t know they were together, but I still called Hollzy just to shut Roz up.
4:50PM 2021-01-11
Ilya Rozanov @Rozanov81☑️ replying to @maybemara
Cannot speak for teams but @ShaneHollander24 and I think is the best news
4:53PM 2021-01-11
Shane Hollander @ShaneHollander24☑️ replying to @Rozanov81☑️ and @maybemara
The support we’ve received from fans has been overwhelming. #GoCensGo were some of the first to reach out even though they already knew. @Rozanov81☑️ has been my rock the last couple days, I love you so much
5:02PM 2021-01-11
Shane’s Left Skate @ShaneHollanderEra quoting @ShaneHollander24☑️
IS THE CAPTAIN OF MONTREAL EVEN ALLOWED TO USE #GoCensGo?!?! NO MENTION OF THE VOYAGEURS AT ALL AND PIKE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS SAID ANYTHING ON SOCIALS?
11:43PM 2021-01-11
Rinkside Receipts @rinksidereceipts
None of our sources are talking yet, but crazy that #GoCensGo are all talking about #hollanov even though they almost died like a week ago, and #Voyageurs and the rest of the MLH are SILENT
10:25AM 2021-01-12
Rinkside Receipts @rinksidereceipts replying to @rinksidereceipts
HOLY SHIT ILYA ROZANOV LIKED THE TWEET WHAT DOES THAT MEAN??
12:31AM 2021-01-12
@Rozanov81☑️ replying to @rinksidereceipts
Means that Ottawa team (best team) only team in MLH that remembers how to write English OR French 🤷
12:39AM 2021-01-12
Major League Hockey @MLH☑️
[Image of a Press Statement:
Major League Hockey acknowledges the public statement made today by Ottawa Centaurs captain Ilya Rozanov and Montreal Voyageurs captain Shane Hollander.
The League supports all of its players in living their authentic lives and remains committed to fostering an environment of respect, professionalism, and focus on the game of hockey.
While we recognize that today’s news has generated significant attention across media platforms, we remind fans and stakeholders that the MLH season is ongoing. We encourage coverage and conversation to remain centered on team performance, community initiatives, and the continued growth of our sport. Especially in the wake of the near-tragedy that Ottawa Centaurs are still working on managing.
The League has long maintained that hockey is for everyone. We trust our players to handle personal matters with the same dedication and integrity they bring to the ice. We appreciate the understanding of our partners, broadcasters, and fans as we move forward.]
8:03AM 2021-01-13
Last Net on the Left Podcast @LastNetPod replying to @MLH☑️
Wow ‘acknowledges the public statement’ is CRAZY. Mentioning the plane crash is also crazy. We might need to do another emergency live recording.
8:14AM 2021-01-13
Child of Divorce @rosieandshane replying to @MLH☑️
They should actually fire the person who wrote this statement and whoever approved it. Fucking embarrassing, you can feel how much they hate these guys
8:15AM 2021-01-13
Bench Me Daddy @BenchMinorTeaParty replying to @MLH☑️
Idk why people are freaking out, if they were throwing games for each other this news wouldn’t be a surprise. Clearly if they were throwing games we would have noticed.
9:12AM 2021-01-13
Voyageur Fan @VoyageurVines
Seriously Ottawa’s the worst team even with Rozanov if they suddenly sucked against every team BUT us, people would notice. And we don’t exactly need to cheat to beat Ottawa
9:19AM 2021-01-13
I Love Shane @FutureMrsRozanov
ok it’s been two days is this a safe space to laugh about how they said they have 4 cups as though it’s not three for Shane, one for Rozy, and not even with the team he’s on now
10:22AM 2021-01-13
Centaur Centers @centaurcenters replying to @FutureMrsRozanov
How many MLH cups do you have?
10:25AM 2021-01-13
@Rozanov81☑️ replying to @FutureMrsRozanov
One cup was hard. Three cups was very hard. Shane does not brag enough about this. One day I will have more cups I am thinking. One day, I will also retire and be trophy husband. Hopefully Shane will have won many more trophies before then.
10:26AM 2021-01-13
♥️ Hollanov Heart ♥️ @hollanovheart replying to @Rozanov81☑️ and @FutureMrsRozanov
OH MY GOD???
10:27AM 2021-01-13
Shane Hollander @ShaneHollander24☑️ replying to @Rozanov81☑️, @hollanovheart and @FutureMrsRozanov
WHO TAUGHT YOU TROPHY HUSBAND?
10:31AM 2021-01-13
Shane Hollander @ShaneHollander24☑️ replying to @Rozanov81☑️, @hollanovheart and @FutureMrsRozanov
You should definitely try to win more cups though, so I can be a trophy husband too
10:31AM 2021-01-13
@FutureMrsRozanov replying to @Rozanov81☑️, @hollanovheart and @ShaneHollander24☑️
HELLO???
10:33AM 2021-01-13
Shane Stan @HollanderHatTricks
Wowww you know these guys were spending ALL their time on hockey and hiding their relationship, because now that they’re apparently doing neither, the Irina Foundation has updated their website and Shane Hollander’s tweeted more today than the last two years combined
8:52PM 2021-01-13
Shane Hollander @ShaneHollander24☑️ replying to @HollanderHatTricks
Ilya’s trying to convince me that he needs a dog for his recovery. I’m running out of distractions
8:59PM 2021-01-13
@Rozanov81☑️ replying to @ShaneHollander24☑️ and @HollanderHatTricks
BUT SHANE, PLEASE
[image: photo of a very cute dog]
9:03PM 2021-01-13
Instagram Post by @ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️
[image: picture of Shane at age 4 wearing an Ottawa Centaurs t-shirt, holding a mini-stick, watching a game]
[image: Shane present day wearing an Ottawa Centaurs baseball cap and signing some kind of paperwork]
[image: Shane and Ilya wearing matching Ottawa Centaurs hoodies, crouched on either side of a dog, also wearing an Ottawa Centaurs bandana]
[image: Shane and Hayden, Shane wearing a Centaurs longsleeve, Hayden wearing a Voyageurs t-shirt]
@ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️ When I was drafted to @VoyageursHockey☑️ at 19 it was a dream come true. It has been an honor to play so much of my career in Montreal and bring home three MLH Cups for the Voyageurs fans. Looking forward to being on the OTHER side of the rivalry from my best friend, drinks are on me next time you lose.
Moving to @OttawaCentaurs☑️ is a true homecoming. Someone should tell 4 year old Shane that he’s living his dream playing for the Centaurs. Obviously, I’m pretty excited to play for a Captain I believe in, but also with a team that has been so welcoming to me, both as a player, and also as a part of their family.
I hope Ottawa fans are excited to see me play for them. Cause I’m ready to play for you.
July 1, 2021
@MLHNews☑️
BREAKING: Shane Hollander becomes first UFA to announce signing in record-breaking deal with Ottawa #GoCensGo
12:32PM 2022-07-01
Mayor of Hollanov @CaptainHollyRoz
WOW we knew Montreal hated #hollanov but he really said fuck them on the way out. In the most polite way possible, because he is Canadian at the end of the day.
1:03PM 2021-07-01
Mrs Shane Hollander @ShanesFreckles replying to @CaptainHollyRoz
That’s Yuna Hollander’s son, he would ONLY be polite while telling them to go fuck themselves
1:42PM 2021-07-01
Child of Platonic Besties @rosieandshane
Someone explain to me like I’m five how the Centaurs can afford Rozanov, Barrett, Hayes, Haas, everyone else on the team and now ALSO Shane Hollander? How many of these guys are JUST starting to get back after plane injuries? None of them sued?
1:55PM 2021-07-01
Bench Me Daddy @BenchMinorTeaParty replying to @rosieandshane
Hollander definitely took a pay cut. But looks like he’s signed on for the max seven years. There’s probably some shit in there that makes the money worth it. Like they probably can’t immediately trade his fiance or whatever.
6:43PM 2021-07-01
✨Val✨ @VoyageursVal
I’ve been crying for three hours. I can’t believe we lost Shane Hollander.
4:37PM 2021-07-01
Pikelander Stan @HaydenHollyBesties replying to @VoyageursVal
Honestly same though 😭😭😭
4:40PM 2021-07-01
Shane’s Left Skate @ShaneHollanderEra
This is everyone in the league’s WORST nightmare. Not only are the top two players in the league in LOVE but now they’re on the same TEAM? I would not want to be ANYONE playing Ottawa this season.
6:26PM 2021-07-01
I Love Hollanov @FutureMrsRozanov
Non-stop thinking about how after the Coming Out post, #hollanov was in my mentions saying they wanted to become trophy husbands, and now they’re going to be winning cups TOGETHER asdkejoiegjoe
6:57PM 2021-07-01
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